If this flower connects with you it may be indicating a need to look after yourself physically at the moment and to take a little extra care. 
Be very careful of losing faith and hope with things which are challenging you at present. Stay the course and look at what you may need to let go of or even accept in order to move forward.

The floral emblem of the Australian State of Tasmania is the flower of the magnificent Blue Gum Tree. They can grow to 70 metres in height with a 2 metre diameter trunk, an impressive guardian of the forests, plains and coastal regions of southern Victoria and Tasmania. 
 
Can you grow a blue gum?Of course you can and you should grow trees! I would suggest that you go and have a chat with your local council and look at planting 'local native gums' as well. Your local wildlife and other plants will love you. 
I would also suggest you chat with a local arborist/garden centre about the best places to plant in your garden so you do not have problems later on.